Saturday at TBR

We are going for Leo Run tomorrow morning so didnt go home and have to stay in the "oven" for this weekend. The weather for these few days were bloody hot!! As I said in FB, I think can eat myself already. The hot weather has "baked" us for hours and make me do not feel like do anything after finish study 2 chapters of Financial Management. So, end up with keep waiting for my game to load the energy. Everybody are busy playing Candy Crush Saga but I'm still crazy playing the Criminal Case. (OMG~ I'm going to die because of the hot weather and bored.. ><)

Last and for most, switch on the radio tonight and listen to MY FM!! Tonight is my beloved YOGA'S CONCERT!! I'm a poor student, I'm not able to buy the ticket and support him at Genting (LOL, although saw friend was selling his ticket with cheaper price, but I'm not willing to buy those back seat for RM100.. sad case), so what can I do is listen to MY FM and there will be Yoga's songs tonight. =D


I dont know where my baby went for the whole day, maybe he went to work? And I'm getting more and more bored because he's not accompanying me.. I've been depend on him too much already I know.. >< 

总觉得最近发生的事情都怪怪的，

怪到我都不想去期待或猜测了。

他，总是在我和他出现一点问题的时候出现，

突然的来电让我有点受宠若惊~

不好意思在那么多人面前好恋嘛。。嘿嘿

没错，我就是黑眼圈深的来又不错可爱的小妹妹~XD

只有在自己的部落格才会那么有自信的自恋嘛。。嘿嘿

变装变装~

没错， 我又剪头发啦~
上个月从长发变成中短发，
今天又去把留了四五个月的长刘海剪短啦

怎样？
感觉现在又变回小妹妹的样子
interview intern会不会有麻烦？XD

Choices

I don't like if there were few choices for me.
I don't like to make decision because I'm scare if I make the wrong one.
Couples of things happened in these few days and I'm trying hard to adopt it.
Which class should I choose?
Which company should I choose for intern?
Should I choose audit or taxation during intern?
Too many choices and make me feel hard to decide.
Does flipping a coin help?
I feel very complicated now.
And it has became harder as I lost your accompany and I'm trying very hard to tell myself to face them myself. Today is the ninth day and I'm still missing you.

昨天成绩出来，
虽然已经预料不是考得很好，
可是却没想到会那么烂，
我只能说是我有生以来考到最烂的一次。
可是我却很平静地接受了。
之前考得不是很好时，还会refresh下那个page看下有没有错，
可是昨天的我，就直接把它copy下来就算了。
是不是因为长大了，也不会那么在乎成绩了？
还是因为总是说着advance了，aim pass就好，压力很大？

记得之前有一个sem，
那时只顾着玩，没什么读书，
等到考试了才来临时抱佛脚，
结果考得很差。
那时的我，只要一想起成绩，就控制不了眼泪掉下了，
当时的你，很努力地想办法哄我开心，
所以因为有你的陪伴，我都忘了不开心。
如果是换作现在，你应该睬我都傻吧~
你甚至连问都没有问我这次到底考得怎样了。
哈哈~
我竟然不是因为考得不好而不开心，
反而是因为我们的关系变得更恶劣而非常不开心。
之前每一次吵架，
我都觉得无所谓，因为我知道在你的心里至少还有我。
可是现在，
不一样了，一切都不一样了。
我根本感觉不到了！
这次不是因为你骗我我才会生气，
而是我根本就感觉到那个“位置”不见了。
也许，我真的累了。

p/s: 我智质不好，长越大成绩越差，不能像别人一样考试前随便读一读就可以考得很好。可是有时我会觉得很不公平。谁说一分耕耘一分收获？难道是我不够努力吗？

Seriously, I really feel very bad right now. This is the very first time I cant control myself and cry out although my parents are sitting beside me. I really hate the feeling to become the second choice. I've tried to be not care about everything but I failed to do so. Everything was happened out of my control, I seriously dislike this!! Why would people that do not care about other people's feeling exist in this world? Or I should say I'm not important enough for the person to take care about my feeling? =(

my life

Ok, I've started my advance diploma life for 2 months. And I already feel tired for the busy life eventhough it was just the first sem. Before choosing course for our advance diploma, the programme supervisor and a lot of seniors told us that AFA students will not have social life nor can enjoy their life because most of their time will just spend on studies and in library. I didn't spent my time in library because I know my pattern well, I cant even study if I'm at those "open environment". 

Having class from 11.30am to 8pm continuously and there was just 1 hour break in between if class didn't end earlier. Suffered gastric because starved for too long and cant even finish a bowl of noodles just because of the gastric. And I found the reason AFA students will slim down is because although you feel hungry but you wont have time to eat!! That's the point. My chubby face have became sharp in just 1.5 month.

 This is the prove.

The photo on left hand side was taken at the second week of this sem while the right hand site was taken few days ago.

Hmmm.... As a conclusion, AFA students are trained to bear more "burden" because you have to bring a lot of text books to class everyday and you have to study a lot in short time compare to during diploma time. So, we are trained to be well in time management too. And if you wish to slim down a lot in short time, WELCOME to AFA. =)