Yesterday night, should be say is today morning because it has already 12am. As usual, I like to stand at our gate and looking outside around our home. And guess what I saw?!
I saw a white shirt, they called as white shadow walking inside the opposite house. It sound very normal. But the main point is, the house is totally dark, the lights are switched off. Logically, if I can see something, it should be the reflection from our house. But, I saw the white colour thingy walk inside the house. I felt weird and asked Kei come and see also. Once she getting closer to me, the white thingy is starting disappeared. So, she saw nothing.
At that moment, I know nobody can protect me but I have to protect myself. I kept telling myself that it was just an illusion. Maybe there are a person wearing white colour shirt walking inside the house coincidentally. I cant find someone who can totally comfort me at that moment. What a sad case.
My GOD!! Did I saw something I'm not suppose to see? Hmmmm.......
ps: When a girl say she is tough enough, doesnt mean she was tough but she have to be tough.
If i were a boy
I can do whatever i like without care anyone's feeling anymore
If I were a boy
I can go out whenever i want
even in the midnight
my mum wont worry me as now
If I were a boy
I can find chances to fight with my buddy when I feel emo
but not just stay at my own room and just keep quiet like now
If I were a boy
I'll tell the girl who I like my feeling for sure
but not just torture her by not care her at all
and I wont let someone who like me but I have no feeling at all
to waste her time on me
If I were a boy
you all sure will fall in love to me
but not your current boyfriend
If I were a boy
you all cant meet me now
because I'll choose to study doctor, law, engineer or whatever course
but not accounting nor any business study course
If I were a boy
I'll punch someone 99 for sure
because this person tortured me for long time already
If I were a boy~
I can protect myself from being hurt-ed and